I just really want to die, like i dont care how it goes down I just want to end it all right now. Just let me die. Let it end. Im so fucking worthless. why am I here. Theres no use for me anymore. Its just going to have to end soon I cant take this anymore. I want to drown, drown in my sorrows and end it in a ditch, Taking all my demons down with me. Itll be over soon sam, I promise. I’ll be gone soon. bye.